[Shinjiro ... doesn't quite laugh, but there's something of a pained wheeze in his chest at the mention of healing, he can't help letting it out in the privacy of his own room.]
look it's already been the end of the line for me, okay? wasn't even supposed to still be breathin now once we get the orbs, i'm done
[Unless the regret needs to be undone manually or something, but he generally tries to avoid thinking about that. He's not sure what he'd do with himself afterward if he succeeds and survives the process.]
private; cw references to death
look
it's already been the end of the line for me, okay?
wasn't even supposed to still be breathin now
once we get the orbs, i'm done
[Unless the regret needs to be undone manually or something, but he generally tries to avoid thinking about that. He's not sure what he'd do with himself afterward if he succeeds and survives the process.]