[Andy is right tbh there is so much trauma lurking here and Shinji isn't even aware of a lot of it. Case in point: how uncomfortable he gets when anyone so much as implies he isn't trash.]
and sure, maybe not in general most of the time
[Though he doesn't quite let himself off the hook about Strega, either. He knew who they were when he got involved in deals with them, but he didn't care at the time. All that mattered was getting what he needed from them.]
but it's different when we all got this goal lookin the other way to let someone else do it the easy way aint any better than doin it yourself
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[Andy is right tbh there is so much trauma lurking here and Shinji isn't even aware of a lot of it. Case in point: how uncomfortable he gets when anyone so much as implies he isn't trash.]
and sure, maybe not in general most of the time
[Though he doesn't quite let himself off the hook about Strega, either. He knew who they were when he got involved in deals with them, but he didn't care at the time. All that mattered was getting what he needed from them.]
but it's different when we all got this goal
lookin the other way to let someone else do it the easy way aint any better than doin it yourself