[Something seems to snap inside Shinji right at that moment. The hour is late, he's tired, he's miserable, and one's filter in that situation is stretched thin enough already without an earpiece that translates your thoughts into text. The thought slips out before he can catch and bury it.]
it ever occur to you maybe i don't want a second chance?
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it ever occur to you maybe i don't want a second chance?