[ yeah. there's a lot of ambiguity in their situation. erik's not really sure if there's any good advice to be found. for him, he wants the power viveca and the others have. he needs it. his very existence hinges on it and he doesn't want anyone else to have control over it, even if it is over.

erik runs a hand over his dreadlocks with a sigh. he's the worst person for this, but he's the only person right now. ]

So make a stand. S'okay if you're not ready to commit to it. Keep your eyes and ears open. Don't do the dirty shit.

There's plenty of us who can carry that 'nyway. Doesn't have to be you. But this is something only you can figure out in the end. Whether you walk away or dig a grave, it's your weight.