[ text ] un: aragaki; like 4 am

[petsthedog]

[It comes on the network like an intrusive thought -- because it is. Because Shinjiro can't sleep, even with all the talk of distracting activities like movies and pumpkin carving and costume parties. (Where do you even get costumes on a spaceship, anyway?)

Because he can't stop thinking about what Olexa said in that building, at the end. Would you die trying to get that stone back? Cheri's motivations were selfish, but then, aren't theirs too? So-Yeon's hadn't been, and while she'd surrendered the orb, what if she hadn't? What about the next mission?]

do you think the orb is worth killing people for

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[scarcastically]

[ it would be very easy to point out the obvious. there's nothing that'll be enough for shinji. nothing but a perfect ending and those don't just drop out of the sky. even with all the power this place may promise, it certainly offers no guarantees.

consequence is a power beyond all others. ]

You have to start somewhere. If you never start, then it won't simply be enough.

It'll just be nothing.

[petsthedog]

[Another silence. Yeah, that's fair. As much as he'd like to, he can't argue that.]

...Thanks.

[Another pause, and he squirms a little awkwardly.]

Uh. See you tomorrow, I guess...?

[He almost sounds a little bit shy. Shinjiro had come out here expecting Erik to cut him out of his life, and the man had very specifically not done that. He's not sure what that means for them.]

[scarcastically]

[ erik huffs, amusement trickling in. ]

Yeah, buddy. Go sleep on it for a bit.