Good thing this is through text because nobody is the wiser to the way Yzak feels his chest squeeze tightly, the way he nearly forgets to breathe for a moment. Losing Peter hurt enough. But to have him back and being forgotten. That's one thing Yzak does not deal well with.
There's a considerable gap of time before he can bring himself to send anything back. Part of him is glad he's not face-to-face with the other man because he wants to yell at him - yell at Peter for being a fucking idiot and how dare he do this and just ... leave him alone, leave him behind in forgetting him. Despite knowing full well that this happens and it's not his fault. But feelings don't tend to care about logic very much, do they? ]
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Good thing this is through text because nobody is the wiser to the way Yzak feels his chest squeeze tightly, the way he nearly forgets to breathe for a moment. Losing Peter hurt enough. But to have him back and being forgotten. That's one thing Yzak does not deal well with.
There's a considerable gap of time before he can bring himself to send anything back. Part of him is glad he's not face-to-face with the other man because he wants to yell at him - yell at Peter for being a fucking idiot and how dare he do this and just ... leave him alone, leave him behind in forgetting him. Despite knowing full well that this happens and it's not his fault. But feelings don't tend to care about logic very much, do they? ]
I see. [ What else can he say to that? ]
I've never had "beef" with you.