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sᴏʟᴅɪᴇʀ BLUE ([personal profile] firstroar) wrote in [community profile] ximilia2022-07-16 05:27 pm
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I'm sorry. For my part...in making matters worse.
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[personal profile] firstroar 2022-07-16 11:43 pm (UTC)(link)
My brother, whether I wish to or not...the weight is suffocating. My shame. For a moment, I was...able to help. To use my powers...to do some good. And even that little...was dashed from my hands.
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[personal profile] calmness 2022-07-20 07:04 pm (UTC)(link)
It is suffocating if we allow it to be.

Are you afraid it will happen again? If you use your power?
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[personal profile] firstroar 2022-07-20 08:23 pm (UTC)(link)
No... I can never do that again. It won't, because it mustn't.
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[personal profile] calmness 2022-07-22 09:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Does that mean not relying on your power as a trade-off?
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[personal profile] firstroar 2022-07-22 11:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Or easing back on the medicine...that convinced me I could overreach. To completely forego my psionics... I can't do that.
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[personal profile] calmness 2022-07-24 03:14 am (UTC)(link)
Would easing back on the medicine not have worse effects?
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[personal profile] firstroar 2022-07-24 11:52 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't know. There's a lot...I don't know. It's...likely not a decision I can make on my own.
I will have to talk to Doctor McCoy.
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