text, un: blue, days after station return

[firstroar]

I'm sorry. For my part...in making matters worse.

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Text | Un: Peter

[spacedisaster]

[ Peter has been avoiding most people since they came back from the mission, but he did visit Blue in the infirmary. He was immensely relieved when the man woke up, but they hadn't really talked about what happened until today. ]

It was an accident, Blue. Not something you wanted to happen on purpose.

[firstroar]

No...and yet, I have learned the role I played dealt damage beyond brick and mortar.

I can't ask for forgiveness, but I can express my remorse.

[spacedisaster]

Yes, of course you can. Sorry I didn't mean to imply it wasn't a reasonable response.

How are you feeling? Health wise, I mean.

[ He figures the emotionally, Blue feels as shitty as the rest of them. ]

[firstroar]

I wish I could give you some good news, but it would be a lie. I'm sorry for that, too. Sorrow...seems to be all I can provide of late.

un: rodimus; text

[victorylap]

It happens.

Don't beat yourself up over it.

[firstroar]

It shouldn't have. What strength I have left failed me.

[victorylap]

All you can do is move on.

Look, I blew up my own hometown once, I know what I'm talking about.

text; un: finn; private;

[hatejakku]

[ Finn's been silent since shortly after the disastrous operation, not that Blue would know that if he just woke up. ]

not your fault
I understand
but it's not your fault

I'd like to see you

[firstroar]

Please. I want to see you, too.

[hatejakku]

[ Finn also hasn't touched the Force very much since the whole thing, but he does a little bit now. If only to just cut the conversation short, leave out of the little hole he made for himself, and go find Blue.

When he does, he doesn't say anything. Just walks forward and takes him into a firm but gentle hug. ]

🔒 text | un; zewu.jun

[calmness]

I know it brings no comfort but do not blame yourself in this.

This was not your intent or within your control.

i thought that said uwu jun

[firstroar]

I can only accept responsibility...for my weakness. In or out of my control...my presence dealt a terrible blow to our cause.

🔒 (he is noble lord of the uwu)

[calmness]

You are right.
That is all you can do now.

But do not let this fester.

Many of us all made more active choices on missions or at home that have resulted in such blows.

text; un: stardust

[shadysided]

Hey, it's cool. I've never had a broken leg before, so.

It'll be a new life experience.

[firstroar]

It's not something...you ought to experience at all.

Such a thing...it won't happen again. It likely can't.

[shadysided]

Hey, I get hurt at least a little almost every mission.

Truth is, it's something I need to consider normal, if I wanna keep my sanity.

But it's not like you MEANT to hurt me, so it's cool.

text: un Wei Wuxian

[singlelogbridge]

[He's only spoken to Blue once before, though he knows about what happened with the explosion. How could he not after how things had ended? At first he doesn't respond to this, though eventually he comes back to it, unable to stop himself.]

I don't know the exact circumstances of why what happened to you happened, but I know it wasn't your intention.

Still, innocent people died, intentional or not. That's a heavy weight for anyone to carry and it's one you're going to have to live with now.

I'm sorry you have to, Blue.

[firstroar]

Hello, Wei Wuxian.

What you say is true. About that weight. It...shouldn't have to be borne by anyone.

But if it must be...it may as well be me.

Private

[singlelogbridge]

What makes you say it may as well be you?

text; @majimagoro

[hikae]

that's not going to help ya recover. focus on that. one thing at a time

[firstroar]

Goro...

One...at a time. If...there's time. There never seems to be enough...

[hikae]

It's either not enough or too much of it. Weird how it flows. But if ya focus on just one thing, at least it gets done.

text | un: andy | private

[oiorpata]

I know you didn't do it on purpose, but it's going to weigh on you. It's good to acknowledge it like this.

Is it something you can work on preventing again in the future?

[firstroar]

It can't happen again. I'll die if it does.

So the medicine...I can't accept it anymore. Not as much, anyway.

[oiorpata]

Did the medicine cause it?