text, un: blue, days after station return

[firstroar]

I'm sorry. For my part...in making matters worse.

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i thought that said uwu jun

[firstroar]

I can only accept responsibility...for my weakness. In or out of my control...my presence dealt a terrible blow to our cause.

🔒 (he is noble lord of the uwu)

[calmness]

You are right.
That is all you can do now.

But do not let this fester.

Many of us all made more active choices on missions or at home that have resulted in such blows.

[firstroar]

My brother, whether I wish to or not...the weight is suffocating. My shame. For a moment, I was...able to help. To use my powers...to do some good. And even that little...was dashed from my hands.

🔒

[calmness]

It is suffocating if we allow it to be.

Are you afraid it will happen again? If you use your power?

[firstroar]

No... I can never do that again. It won't, because it mustn't.

[calmness]

Does that mean not relying on your power as a trade-off?

[firstroar]

Or easing back on the medicine...that convinced me I could overreach. To completely forego my psionics... I can't do that.

[calmness]

Would easing back on the medicine not have worse effects?

[firstroar]

I don't know. There's a lot...I don't know. It's...likely not a decision I can make on my own.
I will have to talk to Doctor McCoy.